Well I havent posted in a little while and thought while I was sitting here waiting on laundry to be done and feeling the need to do something, I would post an update that no one really reads lol.
So there has been alot of emotions running through me lately. Since mom has passed this family has been falling apart. No one is close like they were when mom was here. We bearly see any of the family at all. No one comes over to hang out anymore. It makes me really sad, That was one thing I love about this family, the closeness of everyone and now it is gone.
I miss mom more and more everyday. She was my rock, the person I could talk to when I couldnt talk to steve or my mom. Since then my depression has worsened. I recently went to the doc about it and she upped my dosage of my antidepressant and also gave me a nerve pill to help with really stressful situations. So far the upped dosage seems to be helping alot more.
Steve has been off work on disability for the past 4 weeks because his pain has gotten so bad. Plus there getting him of the horrible Tramadol so he is having withdraws from it. Hopefully he will be able to go back to work in a week or so. Although Im worried about him and about his job I have really enjoyed having him home. He has been so helpful around the house. Loading the dishwasher and making sure the trash is taken out. We have grown closer since he has been home. We have not been fighting as much and actually have been talking and getting along great. It has been a wonderful time.
My brother in law and his girlfriend just had there baby. A boy named Leo. He is so adorable. Im worried about him though. Wednesday got to come home today but Leo has to stay at least 4 more days because he has been vomiting and cant hold anything down. I hope and pray that nothing bad happens and he gets healthy soon.
Well I guess thats all the news for now.
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